I am an outcast with two personalities
I wonder if I will ever lose my virginity without prostitution
I hear cries of acceptance from most people
I see people not looking down on me
I want to have a normal life
I am an outcast with two personalities

I pretend to not care I am an outcast
I feel I can sometimes reach the heavens, and sink to hell
I touch some people with things I do in my life
I worry about what the future holds for me
I cry because life is overwhelming when you're an outcast
I am an outcast with two personalities

I understand more then anyone how bad life can get
I say the only thing certain about the future is uncertainty
I dream that life is perfect
I try not to let the bad points of life get to me
I hope I have the strength to endure the rest of my life
I am an outcast with two personalities

Tyler Harding, 13
April 2001